In 1999/2000 I experienced my first major disappointment within my church. There were several disappointments and things I didn’t understand as I was growing up, but this experience as an adult was far more painful that I could imagine and it caught me off guard. The people I loved the most were not only not helping me in a major crisis but they literally turned their back on me. I felt like I had just been kicked to the curb and left to die. Sound dramatic? It happened and was so bad I had to move out of that town because I had no where to go. Continue reading
I don’t know how some people are so happy all the time. Like
nothing bad ever happens to them. I want to be a fly on the wall in their house to see if they are like that when no one is looking. Are they for real?
I envy them, really. Continue reading
My rant for the day:
I am so embarrassed to be associated with Christians right now. I never set out to be controversial, political, opinionated, or whatever….but when people are stupid it just comes out. Continue reading
I look at other popular blogs and wonder how in the world I could ever compete with them – as if it’s a big competition. I suppose if we were really honest with ourselves we would have to admit that it is. Everyone who starts a blog wants to be popular and have lots of fans and make lots of money with advertisers. But I think mostly we want to know that people like us. Bottom line: we want to know if we are good enough. Continue reading